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当我顺利写完了‘如果你明天就要死了’在部落格时，我直觉想再写下些后言。不知有多少人有游览我个人的部落格，有读过我那篇心情故事的你，有什么想法呢？嘻嘻。。。。。。我想每个人都有不同的感想吧。

如果明天你就要死了，有多少遗憾会与你一同带走呢？人在世总会带着遗憾，当闭上眼睛的那一刻，绝大部分的人都会想，‘我后悔。。。。。。’多久以前的我总是铁铁地告诉自己，告诉别人，‘我绝不会让我自己带着后悔，后悔这个字不会在我身上发生。’当时的我是多么地自大，一心以为只要是我要做的，没什么是不可能的。另一方面，也许是我太相信上天了，我一直相信一句话，‘皇天不负有心人’，也相信‘只要有恒心，铁柱可磨成针’。可是，今天的我却怀疑起这句话的由来，是真的吗？或许这只是一些勉励人的话，求学时必须认识的一些话。

在现实生活中，有些事是半点都不由人啊。。。。。。

好了好了，言归正传。再说那些有的没的，整个人都变消极起来。其实当我写出那篇故事时，我其实是想说：‘人们啊。。。。。。请活好每个当下。’生命其实是多么地渺小，人们面对死亡又是那么地力不从心。当面临着死亡的时候，才发现自己的时间已所剩无几，能做的事也没多少了，死前后悔的一切也已变得多余了。多无奈。。。。。。

曾经我听过，人来这个世界时，上天送了我们三份礼物，想知道是什么吗？哈哈。别以为是黄金或什么的。那三份礼物其实是〉拥有，后悔，珍惜。知道是这三份礼物时，你有什么感觉呢？我啊。我想感谢上天，这些礼物比黄金还来得珍贵，因为我相信有了这三份礼物时，我才能得到真正的幸福。我们先是拥有了，接着经过了后悔，才真正懂得珍惜，只有真正懂得珍惜的人才幸福。这都只是人生中的一个过程，可能是一本人生剧本。所以呢。。。。。。当你遇到挫折时，别怨天怨地，也许冥冥之中有了安排，何不随遇而安。

哈哈。我想有人会说：‘唉呀，说就容易。’的确，有多少人可以想得那么透澈，做得那么潇洒？嗯，可是会想会说也未必不是个解决的方法，至少在纳闷的时候给自己一个解脱。难道不是吗？当你处于自认为的绝路时，要是你只选择了一味地钻牛角尖，难道不是一种自虐的行为吗？苦中作乐，也许柳暗花明又一村，新机已在你面前了。我不懂这是不是迷信，可是我听说，快乐能提升一个人的运气哦。要是你整天都带着一张苦瓜脸，哭丧的脸孔，鬼见到你都怕，更何况是幸运神。哈哈。很俗气的一句话吧，可是也对哦。

末几，要是你知道明天你就要死了，你会更加珍惜你身边的一切么？朋友们，认真地想一想。要是你明天就要死了，这一刻你最想做什么？要是你已经想到了，别犹豫，拿出你的勇气向前走一步吧。今天不懂明天事，有谁能够真正预知未来，好好珍惜你活着的每个当下，珍惜眼前人，别让太多的遗憾陪着你度过这一生。幸福不是必然的，好好地珍惜你眼前的一切吧。

oh..long time din post a blog dy..very lazy oh..haha..now only wan to post up my Redang trip with my love one..i went to Redang few months ago,8 March 2007..omg..really long time ago..we decided to go redang when i juz came bac to start my new semester but now i already finish my final exam n having a pretty holidays..oh…really so long time ago T_T

8 March 2007

haha..love babe..

see…we were in the ferry dy..i felt very sleepy cos we both din sleep for the whole nite..we took midnite bus n arrived K.Terengganu at 6am very very early in the morning..

haha..outside the ferry..very nice sea view..

so sweet rite???hehe…i love my babe so much so much…

the sea water is pretty clean n clear..try to imagine the super clean sea water..i think u will hope to jump into the sea immediately..

my babe so concentrated with his writng..look so cute rite..haha..

i was taking this pic while waiting my love one to settle the room..

hehe..sweet sweet…

**muacksss**

after lunch..we waiting for diving..excited excited (*@*)

oppss…main character is the view behind me ok..dun look at me..hehe..

hehe..after diving n showering..

time going so fast..

i wan stay here with my babe..no no no…babe..i love u..muacksss….

9 March 2007

second day of our honey moon…oh..a pretty sunny day..

haha…how..another nice day for us..prepared to go diving again…

haha..pink colour life jacket..

haha..here can see NEMO fishes..do u believe?

oh..second day end up soon again..

10 March 2007

we would prefer stay here n relax..hehe…

hhhmmmm….relax..

  beautiful beach…

haha..sun glasses couple..oh..romantic..we were sitting at a coffee shop n looking to the sea view

oh…sweet n beautiful pic…

evening dy…haiz..third nite coming..tmr have to go bac dy..wanna cry la babe…

hoho…our castle..

11 March 2007

huh…going bac lu..so sad..but we did enjoy our holiday in Redang Island..having our holiday there,we really worry about nothing but just sleeping, eating n playing..wonderful rite???i love my holiday in Redang..that is the first time i going travel with my darling..first time taking bus with him;first time riding ferry with him;first time go travelling for 4D3N with him…oh..feeling good..

Oh…Redang Island..i’ll come bac again..

*Muacksssieeee*

hey..i wont forget the moment we had in genting..thank for showing u love me in front of public..my deardear always dare to do anything..i still remember the situation there..ohh…the picture keep arising in my mind..u make everyone focused on us..looked jealously at us..they laughed,they smiled but i know they were envy of us..haha..national day became valentine..we brought the different happiness to every couples there..we had shocked everyone there.. i appreciate wat you brought for me tat day..the situation was so touching..the atmosphere suddenly became so warm in genting..

at that moment..i felt so ‘xing fu’ when i holding ur hand..when i in ur hugging..hehe..i think we overcome something dy..i realised that we r so important for each other..

we have stayed a memory in genting…some ppl there might still remember us.. i wont forget ur face that day..haha..although looked abit….but i love it..hehe…i will hold ur hand stongly..

…………….31 AUGUST 2006………………..

count down NATIONAL DAY…a fantastic moment in genting…fantastic firework..ohh…beautiful beautiful beautiful!!!!!!that was the second time i count down special celebration with you..i still remember last year christmas, a very unexpected christmas with you..ohhh..**sweet**hehe…year 2006,now,i got **sweetest**time with you again..our NATIONAL DAY..every celebration is our valentine,u know wat..haha..XD..

hey…my lovely babe deardear..muacks!!!so dare to do that thing for me ya..ohh..thx thx my dear..i would never forget you my babe..never never never..

our love forever & ever…….

deardear told me that he likes ‘wong kok’ very much wo..u know y???because we never argue there but very happy and enjoy..

here,deardear promised will be together with me for long long time..i tell him that i scared i cant follow his step in our life..cos now we r in different communication..i worried my dear will just leave me here one day..i scared i always only go behind him n just keep chasing him but he will leave me behind him..

thus, i wan my dear to promise me..slow down his step to wait for me..wait for me to go together with him.. n we just going together but not only chase for each other at the back..

then,i cried…cried..becos my dear strongly holding my hand n promised me..he will take me to go together with him even if i too slow,he also will wait for me..

dear…u still remember that???

i never lie to you..n i really love you..can u just trust me?i know my heart so clearly..the feeling is very strong..i wont leave you becos of other influences..

may be we always argue juz becos of a very small thing..now,may be we wil think the arguing could make us change our mind or our heart or our feeling..but,we are absolutely wrong..cos our happiness also more than arguing..do u think so???just take out our sweet memories..remind us..it just always keep reminding us..we r love each other..

sometimes..i make u so angry and sad..how could i let you know im not purposely with that?i also care for you..my heart feel so pain also when u were hurt becos of me..

im sorry dear…..i love you…

after having lunch with my frens at The Curve then i quickly ran back home to do make up n changed a nicely dress for dinner with my lovely deardear..i did asked my dear where is the venue for this special dinner..but he just told me that is a special n nice restaurant..n he already reserve a table for the dinner..

"haiz…still like that..still dun wan tell me..but sound like not bad wo..haha.."

i think about 8pm like that,my dear was already waiting for me at the downstair of my house..when i saw him,he was standing there just like a gentleman n came to hold my hand.."oh my god..it’s so attractive!!!" he just like jack in the movie’titanic’..wahahaha….(^<>^)

when we arrived there,a person in all white wearing park the car for us..n help me to go out from the car..actually i felt shock at da moment cos it was very unexpected..afterward,i went in the restaurant with my handsome deardear..waiters were there opened the door to welcome us..i could assure that the waiters there r very friendly enough cos they all only keep smiling in very good manners..we could easily felt that we were the important guests at that time..i love the restaurant very much..hehe…

deardear told me this restaurant have a normal seat n a special seat..special seat is like the seat in the train..erm..u know???very nice n special de la..we were absolutely in the special seat..haha…when a waitress came to take order from us,i really dunno wat to order..the my dear sure did all this favor for me la..lobster,salad,dessert n a wine.haha..great menu!!!right???

while i talking with my deardear,a waiter brought me a bouquet of flower..oh…it’s really very very very beautiful..i felt like i stop breathing dy at that time..i really stuck at that time..i cant simply imagine this really happened at me..very very nice..seriously very nice..@>>>@>>>

@>>>@>>>>magical roses…magical roses…nice…very nice…

my deardear also just smiling at me..so sweet n so sweeet…that moment,i really can felt that my deardear really love me so much..i dunno how to appreciate…i dunno how to return my deardear…my deardear really always by my side all the time..my deardear really give me everything..my deardear do everything best for me..

ya…..he just always give me the best..

i only thank my deardear very very much..

i only love my deardear very very much…

i never leave my deardear n i really just cant live without my deardear..i dunno how tell u all that how much i love my deardear..how much my deardear love me too…i dunno how to tell you all that what love actually is…for me..it is love..ya..only is love..when u fall in love only you can feel the love..here,i not wanna wanna tell u that how wonderful my birthday was..how luxury my dinner was…

well….it all about love…becos of love my dear did all this for me…becos of love my dear willing to give me the best..becos of love my dear only wan to see me really happy..becos of love he takes me as his pearl all the time..ya..seriosly..becos of love,so he is…..becos of love,my deardear is the best…

deardear….i love you!!!

30 july,at night>>

my dear din have dinner with me,left me alone at home le..so boring,no mood n so curious about wat my dear is doing becos he like very busy at da moment..

about 11pm something,he came to pick me n said wanna bring me to his house wo..walao…i keep telling him that i very hungry and wan to eat dinner but he only keep talking n driving..aiyo..but i knew he sure did something for me de la cos he just smiling n like very happy..but i dun wan spoilt his plan lo..haha..he lied me that he could used another way to his hse wo..at 1st,i trust him..

ermmm…then..y so far de ah???(something wrong dy)

"dear..where r u going???"

"going home la…"

haiz..he still dun wan tell me..kek sei me lo..

nvm…let him la..only this time oh…

on this long way to his ‘house’, i tried my best to tell a story,a very long story about a geisha oh..that was the 1st time i so patient to tell a story..(that moment was very sweet,cos my dear really just listened to my story..hehe…)

although he din tell me i know he was on the way brought me to KLIA..hehe…guess wat he did for me???

haha…at 1st i also dunno..i thought he just brought me to KLIA for a good airport view..we sitting at a place where could look down n see the plane.ermm..then chatting lo..

my dear dear told me the planes were sleeping there..(haha..humour..)but the the plane really look like sleeping at tat moment..

my dear count down my birthday with me..

***12am*** 1st july 2006***

he gave me a small n very cute birthday cake..haha..then my dear dear was singing birthday song le..

‘happy birthday to u..happy birthday to u..happy birthday to my dear dear..happy birthday to u..’ my dear dear’s funny birthday song..then………

** i wish to b together with my dear dear forever..

**i wish my dear love me forever..

these r my birthday wishes******

1st>>my dear gave me a small dark cute cute bear bear..(he told me it is represent himself wo..haha..)(^@^)

2nd>>a ‘homemade’ birthday card..(made from my dear)i love the card very much..very touching..really very touching..i like my dear did mentioned he love me becos of my small gas wo..haha…he very cham le..(!@!)

3rd>>although the gifts r very touching me,i still thinking of y my dear only gave me this small bear bear le???i look at the star in the sky n thinking..******HUH!!!!!!suddenly…..my dear dear bring me a "huge bear bear" le..oh my god…great suprise!!!it really suprising me….

with the romantic atmosphere there,my dear’s toching words,my dear’s sincere heart,my dear’s touching song n the suprises…

i was crying..i crying of my lovely dear..i crying of i love my dear so much…so much so much*****

(at that time…got a few ppl r curiously looking at us..hehe…i feel like we r the prince n princess in the story…)

my huge bear bear n small dark bear bear..both r my dear dear when im alone…..i love them very very much..